I manage my time realy poorly. I get assignments done at the very last minute and I am not a very good student. It is not that I don't try. It is just habbits kicking in. I try to break them, and for awhile I start a new path. But then a gust of wind knocks me right back over to the one I was taking before. It is harder then I expected to do the easiest of task. Once you just get it done it is out of your head and saves you many problems.
I need ot learn to walk away from things that don't matter, and start doing the things that do matter. I am so caught up in the future that I cannot see what I am missing in the present. I know I can do better. Everyone knows I can do better. But my laziness, selfishness knows no bounds. I eat and go to sleep every night. I am unable not to talk to my friends instead of doing homework and when I can't talk to my friends. I find another excuse to delay what really needs to be done.
I would say that I am going to stop being such a bad student and turn over a new page in my life. But the truth, and what I have come to realize is things like this takes time. You cannot jump into a new lifestyle. It takes months, maybe even years to change old habbits and some just stick. All I can say is I am aware of the problem. And I would love to improve in any way necissary because that is the way I was raised