Just borrow one of Haruki Murakami's books' topic:" What I Talk about when I Talk about Running".
And I would like to say:" What I Talk about when I Talk about Best Friends".
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I'm not joking or something like that. I just want to say that my personality doesn't allow me to have many friends. I know I'm a little selfish and mean, even sometimes I don't want to talk very much and I don't want to consider many things, and those things make others feel that I'm too cool or too quiet and they don't want to get close to me. Luckily, I have got my cousin, a girl that is two years older than me. She acts the roll as my best friend but now she wants to attend "Chinese SSAT" again to get a better grade and look for a better senior high school, so she's really busy with her study now and she has no time to chat with me. Although we seldom chat on weekends now, there's no doubt that we are still best friends.
According to my experience, best friends don't need to communicate too much, like getting together every minute. Just need one eyes-contact, or one emotion, and he or she knows what you wants to say and what you are thinking about. If I'm depressed and stressful, he or she can give me a shoulder to cry, to express my thoughts. That's enough.
Do you have a best friend now? Don't worry that you haven't. Because I know having a real best friend is so hard. Just need to take your time and wait for this person……