I don’t like the way who I am. I am not pretty, cool, popular or skinny. Someone just said bad words to me today when I was skateboarding on the road.
I am not hard-working enough or I would be America now.
I am lazy. I always ask my mom to do things for me. And our family always has a fight abou it.
My future is no clear. And I don’t know who I will be or want to be because of yesterday’ conversation with my aunt. I probably will be a farmer if I can’t study abroad because our family won’t be able to afford my tuition maybe next
I have no one to talk about what is going on. My best friends all have boyfriends now and they just
leave me alone. I thought I can have a friend who can comfort me and hug me and cry with me, but no one did.
Anyway, I miss my childhood. And I need a real friend who will promise to stay with me.
And one last thing, I want to say it to one person, I WANT YOU TO STAY………
I decided to keep myself in the room and not go outside to organize my mind.
I will change after this summer.