I just want to say,
HAPPY 4.14, JX
Today is 4.14, Maybe the saddest day for me. I feel empty these days. Smile is not real smile, everything I do are not real. I feel tired to hang out with friends, tired to do homework, tired to listen to others personal thing, tired to laugh, tired to cry, tired to talk, tired to do anything, I just want to stay in the bed. I feel I am hopeless today, My mom has asked me "What happened" 10 times since morning. she said I just stare at the wall for a long time and my face is expressionless today, just one face. I don;t want to write about why, I think I will cry if I write that down on the weebly and make others think I am a pity girl, NO I don;t want others to think like that. '
I just want to say,
HAPPY 4.14, JX
After I came to US high school, I started being weird. I never thought about back to past. And when heard someone said he/she wanted to go back to past, I thought he/she is crazy and I didn't understand why they think so. But I realize now. I really want to go back, I want to say sorry and thanks some of them because they helped me a lot before I went to another school, but I didn't do anything for them.
You can see 3 pictures in this weebly, they were all taken in one day---sport meeting when we was 7 graders. I miss that day, we could play whole day and don't need to study.but we have to take part in the sport game.Can you see the first picture, that is my "husband" she is tall and she is Japanese but could not speak Japanese= = she is good at running and she is really really cute>< she has gone to Japan TAT We all miss her very much. That is the picture when she was in grade7. I remember last summer ,before I cam to us high school, Shangyin was having 10 extra school days for 9 graders before the school started and when I was having lunch, I saw a skin tall girl with short hair was talking happily with my friends, so I went there and see who she is.....OH MY GOD!!!!!!! That was MY husband!!!! I was really surprised and hug her and I cried for a while T T Now she is in Japan again, she can speak Japanese well and makes a lot of friends there~ I want her to come back!!!
G-dragon!!!! has a new song recently and it is called/...... 미치-고! and it means Crazy-GO!! it is like the song for night club.... but it is really good!!!! On 4.1, I didn't sleep, I just wait for that song appears on the scream, when it appears, I can download it. I can not sleep until I download it.
GD is so cute!!!! he is like a little kid!!! And his hair, He tries many different kind of hair styles such as, ice-cream hair, pink hair, blond hair, boom hair, red hair, long hair, bald hair, half- bald hair!!!! and so on! I love all of them, I think he fits any kind of hair styles!really.\
He is rich.~~~~~though he doesn't go to TV shows so many times, he writes songs! Almost all of the songs of BIGBANG is written by him, he writes the melody and lyrics, he does all the things!!! and he has a lot of concerts, he just had a concert yesterday in Japan......T T I want to his concert!!!!! and I think I will die when I see him because I am too too tooooo excited and happy!!!!
Today in the Math class, Our class was doing a problem, so someone took the picture of the thing around us like an ellipse put it on the board, and we have to find out the equation of that ellipse. Actually, we did that for 2 lessons bu one one could find the answer, but today Mr.Andy wanted us to continue solving that equation. Someone like Wayne, Mario, Alycia went up to the board and tried to solve it, but they failed, they didn't find out the equation. I was doing that problem on my notebook, I thought that ellipse is not perfectly in the middle of the picture. and Mr.Andy said "as accurate as possible" so I just remove the center to the origin and see distance a and distance b. and I got it! but I couldn't say that in front of the class, because everyone knows I am not so good at math and my solution will not be right. so I thought my answer was wrong. Finally Mr.Andy told us how to do the question. and that's what I did!!! I was right!!!!and Mr. Andy told us if someone did it and make everyone understand it, he will give us 15 points for extra credit....oh my god!!!!! I just miss this chance...
the handsome guy in the picture is my boyfr
Speed - 5 meters shuttle test.
Balance - stork test
Reaction - ruler drop test'
Muscular endurance - sit up
Flexibility - sit&reach
Agility - 5 meters shuttle test
Coordination - tennis ball test
Grip strength - grip strength test
Cardio endurance - havard step test
I hate myself, I am ugly, not tall, not good at study, my personality is terrible, I have no so many friends, I am no nice to people, I am not good at singing, dancing, I hate many people and they hate me too but the only thing I did well is....I LOVE BIGBANG.hahaha just kidding
On Friday, my mood was terrible. It was okay in the morning but it became bad in after English. In the book discussion, I was really angry of their behavior in the discussion because I am like the teacher of the group, I have to make them do the discussion when they are chatting= = whatever some of them even don't know I am angry! or don't know why I am angry. So I want to change the group quickly. People cannot in the same group with friends I think.
Lee Hi is a singer in YG entertainment!!! So she is in the same company with BIGBANG and 2NE1. she was from K-POP STAR2 (a audition program like "American idol") it was really popular at that time, she won the second prize, and YANG GOON( the boss of YG) invite her to his company, her voice is really good, it is different from other female singers.Her first song was"1,2,3,4" it was nice too, and then " 허수아비" then "turn it up", "special" , "it's over", "dream", "짝사랑' and "rose". she is quite new. I hope her can be대박!!!!!!!!!!!
and her name is really"HI'!!!!
This weebly is Monday one I was sick and I could not do it yesterday.
On Sunday night, I was hungry and my mom gave something to eat and I went to sleep.
When I got up(Monday) I feel my stomach hurt, I went to bathroom but still hurt= =. I could not eat my breakfast, on my way to school, I felt I couldn't walk anymore, I have no power to walk and I wanted to puck, the smell of the air was so disgusting. When I got school, the only thing in my head was...I WANT TO PUCK!!!!!!! and I can't bear that!! in the lunch time, I call my dad. and I went back home. After I went back home, I started to vomit. after that I ate medicine and I started to sleep......sleep zzzzz....and I got up at 7 o'clock, and I started to fever= = 39.2°C. I drank some water and I went to sleep again, Sleep sleep sleep....zzzzz... My dad said I slept for 17 hours yesterday- - oh my god. How can a human sleep such a long time like a pig= = I think I sleep too much these days= = like a dead pig.
Friday was really cold, and I just wear a little bit clothes so I was sick.... I got home at about 3:40 and I chat with my old friend for about 1 hour and then I felt sleepy but I didn;t sleep. I play with my phone and read some books. about 5:30 I fell asleep...... I have a weird dream... I forgot what the dream is about, but I remember , my aunt woke me up and told me to sleep in the bed. (I was not sleeping in the bed) that was so weird. and when I got up, the sky was dark= =and when I see the clock on the wall....Oh My God!! It was already 9! How can I sleep for so long time, My mom said I look like a dead pig when I am sleeping = =. and I just wanted to go to the bathroom and drink some water... after that I wanted to sleep again, I went to bed but not sososo sleepy, after about 2 hours, I went to sleep again= =
When we were just little children, there are many things we could play with....I used to play
<----"Tamagotchi" this is a little machine that is popular among little children, it has many colors and it is a machine that we take care of the pet( pet is the little weird thing in the middle of the scream of that machine) we have to give food to them, played with them, and so on. it is really popular among the childre who want to have the pet but their parents don't allowed. I remember when I was in elementary school, almost everyone has one and some of the played that during the lessons. I f teachers saw that kind of things , they would take them away. but when we are in middle school, no one plays that anymore.
yesterday, I had a weird dream:
I was on my brother's school bus. everyone is playing Tamagochi, but the fat guy next to my brother doesn't have one( He looks like JIMMY- -) and he took away my brother's and played that, so Simon( my brother) told me and I got angry, I said many bad words to him.... like F word or S word= =but he never listen, so I started to puch him = =\\\he started to cry and then the ayi of the bus kicked me out of the bus and drove away= =......