I am supposed to be happy, because I am finally away from classworks and teachers, I am finally free from waking up six thirty in the morning, but I felt someting else too.
I felt lonely, and bored. At school, even though I have to do all the works my teacher tells me to do but I have all my classmates to accompany me and when I face a problem, they can help me. But at home, I only have an ipad and a computer to keep me awake in day time, I wish I can just go hang out with my friends like I use to do back in Dhaka but here is Shanghai, my friends all live far apart from each other rather that all in one section where going to another friend house is a 10 cent deal.
My former English teacher told me something, he said that if I don't participate in the activities with everyone else, I will regret because these will all be memories when I look back if I leave or graduate. I think he is right, because back in Dhaka, I didn't participate in any of the school's activities, it was my loss.
I miss my classmates, in school, I can chat, study, and play basketball with them. But at home, I realized that I got nothing to do. School is actually a wonderful place to learn, communicate, and make friends. I won't lose my chance anymore, because before I go to university, I am going to enjoy the highschool life as much as I can. Loneliness is just a feeling that is temporary, and I cannot be dependant on others forever, I have to try to adapt in living on my own, as I hope. I love my classmates, they are friendly and nice, and they are all my friends, I hope I can make more good friends like them. And I will always try to be a helpful and loyal friend, I want to be trusted, as always be honest.
By: Hasil Zhou~~~